LifeReStarted

Pod People

“Your experiment today is called Pod People. It has nothing to do with pods, it has nothing to do with people. It has everything to do with hurting.” Dr. Forrester

Integrity is an often-overlooked causality of mental illness. It covers a pretty broad spectrum in my opinion so I want to narrow down this article on one thing, honesty. First, I want to state that people with mental illness are often forced to use deception to protect themselves from harmful situations or ignorant people. BeingContinue reading “I am a Liar”

Goals and Depression

If I were to give an analogy about where I’m at in my life, it would be that I’m just learning how to stand again. But to get anywhere in life I need to be able to ‘walk’. To do that you have to set goals to work towards. That’s what has gotten me toContinue reading “Goals and Depression”

Behind the door

Just because you feel you’re not getting anywhere in life does not mean you’re stuck forever. Stay strong, someday the doors in your way will open.

Pressing Pause

I’m experience something most people go through daily. Mind fatigue. I had forgotten that using your mind can be so tiring. Isn’t there a saying to that effect, ‘the brain is a muscle and needs to be exercised’? Mine is very soft and tired and I did not expect this to be honest. However, I’veContinue reading “Pressing Pause”

Defining Moments

January 12th was a defining day for me. Early morning, around 1 a.m. I was listening to music, working on what I thought would be my first creative idea. ‘The Arsonist’ came through my headset and all thought stopped. I had a flashback to a similar night years ago. The night I discovered my personalContinue reading “Defining Moments”

The Arsonist

Andre Obin was a musician I discovered in 2015. Ways of Escape was the first album of his I bought. I find his music somehow clicks with me. I can read into the whole story of each song he sings. I know from the composition of his layering what he is trying to make meContinue reading “The Arsonist”

What does a reawakened, emotionally detached adult do when creating their first website?

Yeah, I cried, yep sure did. Do you know how hard it is to cry while smiling? Seriously, try it. You get the strangest feeling and sobs. Then if you’re lucky you’ll get a good belly laugh going while tears stream down your face. Smiling while crying is a coping tool I started using inContinue reading “What does a reawakened, emotionally detached adult do when creating their first website?”