Uncertain

I have so much to say for once in my life but suddenly I am afraid to say it. I don’t care if someone thinks what I say is rubbish. I don’t care if a single person reads my words, well sort of. I want to notify the people these articles are dedicated to of

Will Scott Biff the Boss

I want to tell you about someone I admire.  Someone who I strangely connect with on multiple levels.  His character on LARPs is named Will/Biff.  On Twitch he is known as BiffTheBawss.  His name is Scott Humphrey.  LARPs is a show about Live Action Role Playing.  It is a subculture in the Role-Playing Game (RPG)

Missing Person with Words

Words is the soundtrack to my private life. My mood, my attitude is symbolized in that upbeat new wave pop music coming out of the speakers from Mission Persons.  I have not been this happy in 16 years.  I am alive and life is worth living.  This sound best describes my emotions right now.  Now

My ‘Gooey’ failure

I spent the last 2 weeks contemplating my ‘Gooey’ mess of an article.  This is not the direction I want to go in.  I see now that sorta stuff is more of a script than an article.  So I’m looking into going down the YouTube route.  I’m doing the google searches and gathering links.  But

The Seesaw Approach

I need to rebuild my work ethic. I’m finding that I don’t really have one anymore. I’m so discombobulated from years of inactivity. It feels like my thoughts, ideas, and organization are all over the place. It probably shows in my writing too. Sure, you could say it’s because of the cannabis, and it could

I am a Liar

Integrity is an often-overlooked causality of mental illness. It covers a pretty broad spectrum in my opinion so I want to narrow down this article on one thing, honesty. First, I want to state that people with mental illness are often forced to use deception to protect themselves from harmful situations or ignorant people. Being

Goals and Depression

If I were to give an analogy about where I’m at in my life, it would be that I’m just learning how to stand again. But to get anywhere in life I need to be able to ‘walk’. To do that you have to set goals to work towards. That’s what has gotten me to

Pressing Pause

I’m experience something most people go through daily.  Mind fatigue.  I had forgotten that using your mind can be so tiring.  Isn’t there a saying to that effect, ‘the brain is a muscle and needs to be exercised’?  Mine is very soft and tired and I did not expect this to be honest. However, I’ve

Defining Moments

January 12th was a defining day for me. Early morning, around 1 a.m. I was listening to music, working on what I thought would be my first creative idea. ‘The Arsonist’ came through my headset and all thought stopped. I had a flashback to a similar night years ago. The night I discovered my personal

What does a reawakened, emotionally detached adult do when creating their first website?

Yeah, I cried, yep sure did. Do you know how hard it is to cry while smiling? Seriously, try it. You get the strangest feeling and sobs. Then if you’re lucky you’ll get a good belly laugh going while tears stream down your face. Smiling while crying is a coping tool I started using in